Tips for getting over fear of crickets?

I started working petcare, i work sundays and those are bug days. Ive been wearing gloves when scooping crickets so i can at least do that but i get 8 hours on sundays and those are bug days (cricket deep clean and bug weighing). Im really struggling with the cricket cleanouts, last sunday i had a meltdown, having to scoop them in the bags and have them everywhere is just nightmare feul to me and i know ill be expected to do it by myself soon. Everything else in petcare is cake to me but im REALLY struggling to get over these bugs