Rejected from club

So I've always been academically good and overall good as much most of you probably were but my first sem of college is over and I've done so bad. Apart from that I've applied for so many clubs but the interview didn't go so well. Finally a new club emerged and i voted for it to be created because of my interest for it and my interview was AMAZING. And, I didn't get in. I really don't wanna talk to my friends about and he a sulky loser about not being able to get into a club and shit ughhhhhhh why cant life go good for me once at least just once that's all I'm asking for ughhhhhh