[Solo for Two] Possibly the most well written, emotion-inducing story that exists

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I have recently begun reading some bl stories, and there are a few that have left me feeling hollow and empty whilst waiting for updates [Passion, codename:ana, jinx, shutline, UTGL, R&C], that I reread them all a few times.

This one, left me in so much emotional turmoil at every single god damn chapter, that I actually cannot re read it. I cannot go through that level of pain again. Generally with BL stories it's easy to tell the outcome of the relationship, and while I could still somewhat guess the outcome for this, I had no fucking idea how it would be pulled off. There is so much angst, drama and betrayal that it was hard to even make out how things would end up

I never really see this recommended, I happened upon this story by digging through manga lists somehow. I need people to read this so I am not alone in the emotional hardship of it all