I can’t get myself to read what I write.

If a writer wouldn’t read what he wrote, why would anyone else?

Im a beginner, and I love writing articles or writing youtube video scripts. I have barely published anything, because I just stock pile materials and never go back to them.

Some works I am really proud of and some not so much. But what is common, is I don’t return to any of them. What seems to be my problem. Why am I not willing to read and critique my own writing? As I’m writing this, i am getting a feeling why..

Anyways, do you guys have any advice for how I can get into the habit of editing / reviewing / critiquing and how I can remove the resistance of doing so?