maldives.. a dream, not for me tho.

i work here. people gossip about everything and everyone . i unfortunately in this fucking island have just male friends , and this is seen like a bad thing. lately one of my colleagues was avoiding me , so i talked to her. I told her that if she doesn’t like me it’s fine, but as soon as it’s a work matter, she must keep the professional relationship. She left after we finished our conversation , and soon after she went to 2 girls, still my colleagues, that don’t like me too, and they were laughing all together. Now i tried to be transparent and talk to her with no bad intentions. Still she has to be a fucking bitch. i can’t stand being here , i hate it. i wanna leave , but my pride says not to, to let them see me everyday and live with it . But my mental health is dropping