Recommendations? Deep contemplations of life and sensual sapphic themes

Recommendations? Deep contemplations of life and sensual sapphic themes

Please recommend me a book that will make me think about themes and events of life philosophically and deeply, but also includes (preferably) some sensual sapphic/lesbian themes.

Recently read The Three Lives of Cate Kay and I absolutely loved it (and it is now one of my favourites).

Also really enjoy Blue Sisters by Coco Mellors, The Bell Jar, My Year of Rest and Relaxation, and The Ghosts We Keep. And for non-fiction my favourites are The Red Leather Diary (absolutely love), and Open Me Carefully.

Make me cry, make me feel, change my life.