Self care - not a priority anymore

Anyone else given up on self care? I always thought I wore makeup, did my hair, skincare routine, etc. for me before anyone else. But now that my partner is gone, my brain just keeps saying “What is the point? You have no one to look cute for anymore”.

I’m only 3 months into this horror show so I know I am in the depths of grief and maybe my feelings will change when I’ve done some more healing. But right now it all just seems so silly and pointless. Getting out of bed and showering feels like the best I can do right now.