Should I get an abortion

I (24 f) have been contemplating this for a while and I have no one to turn to. My family and the father(23 m) are very against it and it’s not legal in my state so I didn’t think I had any options. The father did it on purpose. He always pulls out and is very careful but this time was after a rocky period in our relationship. I made it very clear we weren’t ready and he agreed. I was always very adamant about safe sex. while I was ovulating I avoided him but he kept pushing and was very adamant so I let him. He is always very careful as well but this time he came in me. I was angry and yelling because he knew what he did. When I told him I was pregnant, all he had to say is “You’re mine.” He did it so I couldn’t leave and proposed only after I was adamant again because I was now pregnant. I don’t like this. I don’t like this situation. He’s been very good to me all my pregnancy I’m early second trimester but we are young. My parents said if I get an abortion they’ll kick me out and they’d rather adopt the baby anyway but that’s a lie. I’ll be responsible for it and I don’t want this burden. I love this man and no one is perfect but this is too much for me. Financially it doesn’t make sense as I make too much for assistance and I make more than him. I’ll have to pay for everything and apparently his mom can be a live in nanny once we get a place but I don’t like that idea either. But it’s a boy 💔 I’m just so sad that I’m in this position. Also the world is crazy and I’m Christian so everyone’s saying we are in Book of revelation times (end of the world). Other people are saying that all sins are equal and this is just like lying but it doesn’t feel like that. Im just so confused. Idk how anyone can do this but idk what to do and I need an outside perspective. Help

Edit: I took the pill. It didn’t work. The ladies I did tell said that God made him survive for a reason.