Being Ugly And Having A Crush Is The Worst

I've learned to accepting my ugliness but it gets hard, especially when you have crushes.... For me none of my crushes has liked me back and when I asked why they would come up with lies like, " I'm not in the mood for a relationship" or "I'm in a situation " or just ghost me to begin with. Then I'll see that same person flirting with someone else. It's sad but the harsh reality I have to face. I bet if I looked attractive they would've said yes.