TW// it’s a backslide

Hi there friends, I hope this kind of post is allowed here I will happily remove it if not. My mental health is yet again back at rock bottom just when I thought I was getting better. I recently broke my 5+ year streak of no self harm and I can’t even begin to explain how awful and unlovable I feel lately, it is so tough to get through day to day I really am trying my hardest to push on through but it is really hard. My parents don’t believe in mental illness in their kids so I have to put on a mask every single day and pretend that everything is okay when in reality things couldn’t be going worse. i want to cry but I haven’t been able to for too long now. It is so so so tough but I am surviving nonetheless. Stay alive my friends not just today but tomorrow too and have such a wonderful day, you are loved.💛