One of the saddest parts of being trans that doesn’t get talked about much…

… is missing out on having a proper childhood

It didn’t really sit with me until I was watching my brother and his friends at his birthday yesterday and saw some of the little girls and thought “I’ll never get the chance to be that…”

I’ll never be a little girl, that hurts so much, it makes me feel like I’ll never be able to experience proper womanhood because I didn’t grow up with it, I was raised being told I had to play in dirt and enjoy dirt biking and sports and all the “Manly” things… sigh