I can’t replay TLOU 2

I know this sounds dramatic but it's been 4yrs, 1 play through and I cannot bring myself to replay The Last of Us Part 2. I really really want to but the moment I try I quit after an hour or two, or even just starting up the game brings up the fact that I don't want to play it.

This is my favourite story in a video game ever and although l'm not a mega fan I LOVE this game in particular. But I feel like I have actual trauma, it's like my brain physically does not want to relive the 25hrs l've spent in this game even though as a consumer of art I really want to. And I'm not sad about THAT scene or anything I just literally can't do it. I don't know if I'll ever replay this game but I really hope I can muster up some courage to eventually.

Anyone else feel the same?