She says she pregnant but won’t take a pregnancy test.

PLEASE go to my page and read part 1 “crazy date don’t know what to do”

Anyways I took peoples advice and kinda cut her off. Never linked with her again and kept the convo casual. Today she asks me out again and I push her off and she goes off now claiming I got her pregnant. After the texts ends was because I FaceTimed her and asked her multiple times to let me get a pregnancy test and let her take it with me. She kept saying “no there’s no point ima kill it anyways.” “No there’s no point I’m not gonna ask you for shit you don’t have to be here” and kept avoiding. I don’t know if she’s lying and I don’t wanna block her and then 9 months later I get hunter down. I’m 19 I fucked up i fucked crazy and I made such a good life for myself with university and my job.

I’m on the verge of suicide I’ve been stressing I’ve had such a good life but I made a mistake and it might have costed me my entire life. I don’t know what to do and idk what Reddit has to do but I can’t tell anyone my family is very strict. I’ll get put on the street

I also don’t have a vasectomy I lied but I did pull out WELL before nutting in her and she had a necroplaxon scar but I know that doesn’t work always for both.

One mistake and life over. I’m so. Depressed. Also sorry for bad grammar was driving when texting her