What is your love life as a teen?

I am M and she is F. Yeah so I've dated a lot of girls over my teen years and did a lot of stuff, never was serious abt all of em but this girl am w right now is like a gem to me (there is nothing that make her special from the past chicks but ion know man) and she shows real love I mean motherlike love yk she cares too much she is so committed even tho am not but i don't know am still not sure abt my feelings but there is something abt her that I really admire and I love it (not a sexual connection btw).