Well it’s finally happened…

I no longer like how alcohol feels. I’ve been sober about 50 days and went and got wings and two beers last night. It was planned, no worries there.

But I noticed alcohol no longer feels good. It kinda makes me feel numb and stupid now…which it probably always did that but I was self medicating my anxiety. It used to be when the buzz kicked in it was relaxing and now it’s foreign and if I’m honest a tiny bit uncomfortable

I think I dun gone and broke my brain. Alcohol don’t feel good. Beer no longer taste good. Whiskey way too strong….