Trip to Thailand

My wife and I have a trip to Thailand coming up. Been there a few times before and it’s always been about drinking. At the beach. At the hotel. At dinner. This time I will be there for my actual birthday and a long time friend of mine who drinks A LOT will be with us for a few days too. I don’t want to drink but of course I kinda do. Choosing not to drink will mean daily, constant triggers, and my friend will probably be drink pushing a bit, especially on my birthday. I don’t know. I don’t want to interrupt my progress but I’m also arguing with myself that I can just start over when it’s easier after the trip. Just needed to get this out there.