I stopped and didn’t go in
EDIT: wow, I am so taken aback by the outpouring of kind words!!! Thank you so much everyone for your inspiration, love, and support!!!
I’m only on day 4, my second to longest streak in probably 3 years.
After work, I sat in my car debating with myself for 10 minutes if I should stop at the liquor store on my way home. I decided I should.
I pulled in, debated with myself for another 10 minutes if I should actually go in. I decided I should.
I turned off my car, got out, and then DECIDED I SHOULDN’T. I got back in my car, drove home, and had one of the most productive evenings I’ve had in a while.
It’s not long, but even a week ago I never would have been able to overcome that urge. Feeling proud. IWNDWYT