I guess I will never come first…

I had a surgery on Monday, have been feeling sick like hell. My sweet MIL took care of me yesterday and today most of the day, but she had to leave for work earlier. Today is our day with SS10 and he has soccer classes. So I am left alone in the house, in bed, in pain and feeling dizzy (having to hold on to the walls to go the bathroom on my own) just because SS can’t miss his stupid soccer classes…

I guess I’ll never come first…