First time mama, first time SAHM

I just recently became a SAHM to my 8 month old baby, it’s been about a month already since my partner has blessed me with this opportunity. It’s been very hard of course, but it eases my mind knowing she’s in safe hands with me. My anxiety was through the roof when I would be working and her babysitter/dad wouldn’t send pictures or give me updates on baby. It’s also been hard due to me still struggling with PPD, PPA, and PPIC. I was battling mental health before pregnancy, so I feel like my hormones are still adjusting. I’m on meds now, still working out the kinks, might change meds. Every day is the same, baby is on a set schedule, happy baby. She’s going through some separation anxiety now, as she’s more aware that I’m her comfy mama lol. My question is, how did you mamas do it — stay busy? hobbies? it’s hard for me to find hobbies, I can never find what I like. Any recommendations? I feel like I am going crazy, just sitting here, letting my life pass by me. I just don’t know what to do. TYIA.