What is your ideal life look like?

In my 20s - I was a lost guy. Insecure financially, emotionally, physically and every way.

Then I read Psycho Cybernetics. It changed my life. Gave me new lease. I found a job, was decent with lady luck, moved to States, paid off family debts.

Now after 1.5 Decades, the snapback has hit strong. I find myself in similar rut again. One of Jungian experts told me that unresolved emotions show up in your 40s. Hence the mid life crisis.

I got addicted to Marijuana, liqor and internet.

I have been trying to dig myself out of this again. I do not want to strive for something that will be a big empty shell at the end.

I want to be inspired by what ideal life is - but I don’t want to ask those who do not relate.

Please pen your ideal life in detail. I want to be inspired from your vision of what life can be.

Thank you for taking time to respond.