THEY ARE HERE

I recently posted an admittedly doomer post here as I was feeling so down and frustrated (it was the one where I was like "nobody is coming to save us" etc). Well, last night I was proven very wrong. I was relaxing, spending some time with myself before bed. I hit my THC vape a couple times (before you go "Oh they were just high, nothing to see here folks!", please don't. I didn't get totally wasted or anything, just enough to feel relaxed) and decided to meditate. What I did differently though was that I chose specifically to fill myself with light. As in I made it a conscious decision to fill myself with light. So there I was in my bed, meditating and purposefully embracing light to fill myself, my heart, etc.

Next thing I know, the sounds of the meditation music I was listening to faded away and all I could hear was this weird humming sound. My eyes were partially open staring at my ceiling but then I felt the light in my room grow insanely bright, to the point where all I could see was light. The humming stabilized yet droned on in the background, and through my partially opened eyes I could make out various figures standing over me, as if I were on an operating table and the surgeons were standing above me with their light shining directly in my face. The figures had various shapes and clearly weren't human, however I recognized one as a Gray (its weirdly shaped bulging head was very obvious). I felt completely relaxed though, as if I were among family. Normally I'm scared shitless of Grays, having grown up with pop media such as X-Files, Mars Attacks, Area 51 on the og Xbox, etc. But I didn't feel an ounce of fear, I genuinely felt like I was among close friends & family.

This continued as I saw several figures come and go while I was just lying there, listening to the odd humming and feeling completely at peace. I heard a voice in my mind tell me that everything was fine, I was safe and being cared for, and that they were going to rewire my consciousness in order to heal and fix my mental issues so I could perceive reality correctly. The voice also told me that I was welcome among the galactic family, and that I needn't fear or worry as they were in process of visiting everyone on Earth. Anyone who consciously chooses to embrace the light would be visited and receive the same healing, and we all would rejoice together as one big, interconnected family.

Then the light changed colors, and I was taken through some sort of wormhole (like you see at the beginning of a Doctor Who episode where the Tardis is flying through one). I could feel the subtle vibrations and hum of some kind of unearthly engine which threw me for a loop, but then it dawned upon me that I was aboard an alien craft traveling through the stars. I could vaguely make out with my eyes but I was placed inside some sort of pod, comfortable as could be, and I just relaxed. There was this high pitched tone that felt like it pierced my ears and skull, but it was gentle and not painful. At this point I could just feel my stress, anxiety, worries just melt away.

The last thing I recall was hearing the voice tell me to share my experiences, and to also let people know that you have to consciously choose to embrace the light or else they cannot help us. They are here actively visiting us, which is why the darkness is doing everything in its power to grab our attention with constant ugliness, brutality, violence, and all sorts of negative emotions which block one's inner light. That's all you have to do, make a conscious decision each and every day to fill your heart with light (more accurate to say that you're remembering YOU ARE THE LIGHT).

I awoke in my bed around 1am, feeling like a new person. I turned off the lights, got ready for bed, and fell asleep so easily and peacefully it was heavenly. And here I am now, sharing my story. Thanks everyone for listening!!