Guys... I'm a bit scared

This is my first post here. I keep seeing these numbers with the time like 3:33, 2:22, 3:44, 2:33 etc. but it's specifically every time I am trying to get closer to the truth. That or... when I'm being 'rebellious' and trying to tell more people and trying to enlighten them a bit more with my small amount of enlightenment. But I can't really do this on my own. Does anyone know how do we... not reincarnate back here? I am afraid of both reincarnating back here and of going to an afterlife where I'm being deceived by negative entities. Having them pretend to be my loved ones etc. How do we all kind of ascend past this world? I was thinking maybe Jesus is the answer? but is the bible like... is it enough to follow it? with the 10 commandments? or will I end up in another trap? Sorry if I seem anxious. If anyone figures out a way, can you pls tell me? Sorry if I seem negative too, I just... haven't had the best experiences on Earth so I don't want to be back here for myself personally.

edit: this comes from my understanding that you can be forced back here if you don't ascend enough to escape traps in the afterlife. the negative entities will manipulate you back down here.