The universe clearly hates me. I need advice ASAP.

I’m getting married tomorrow. Earlier this week I had a retinal detachment and had to get eye surgery. I look like absolute shit. Definitely not the picture perfect wedding and looking like a pretty princess.

In the span of two years I’ve gone through: 1. A brain tumor 2. Near fatal car accident 3. Breast cancer scare 4. Being a bystander at a gun fight 5. Autism and ADHD diagnosis 6. I’m also on my cycle this week…on my wedding day

I’m turning 30 in November. Why does this shit keep happening to me, I need advice and instead of being happy I’m getting married I’m dreading everyone looking at my ugly ass face and I want to curl up in a ball and die.

Clearly the universe wanted me dead so