shrooms changed my taste in music

growing up i mainly listened to rap and as i got older i started giving different genres a try but rap always remained above all else. but abt a year and a half ago when i was 17 me and my friends were tripping listening to music and everything was fine until a jdot breezy song came on and i just got anxious af. like i didnt feel good at all and the lyrics were just painting way too vivid images in my head. i told my friend to just turn it off and then we started talking about how violent and fucked up rap music is. he agreed with everything i was saying and thinking but he said it just didnt bother him that much cuz he doesnt think that deep. for me its hard not to cuz like bro dissing dead people and making songs like the shits funny is crazy af. ever since then i've ventured into listening to a way wider variety of music and i still listen to rap just not the same kinda rap. like no drill, no gangster rap, nothing thats too over the top and borderline psychotic. a lot of those rappers lie yes but a lot of them also really do that shit and thats not something i wanna hear anymore. nowadays i like a lot of rock and r&b but like i said some rap is cool like kendrick lamar and mac miller