People with HPPD, do you regret taking shrooms?

I have visual snow now. I hate that I have it but I find myself not being able to quit shrooms. I will be taking them more sparsely but still I hate that I can't put myself together to quit it at all.

I can't really say I regret taking shrooms in the first place. I love what it gives me. At the same time I feel depressed that I have visual snow everywhere. I feel very conflicted and dissapointed to myself.

How do you view your situation? Will you continue taking them knowing that you will have to live with hppd? Knowing that it could get worse?