My (M36) GF (F35) ended the relationship because she found out how many people I’ve slept with

The number is in the hundreds. I was heavily involved in the BDSM community up until my early 30s, and I'm bisexual so that number includes both men and women. She's only been with 4 people including me. We were together for six months and I thought she was the one I'd spend the rest of my life with. I was crazy in love with her. I still am.

She said she thinks our views on sex are incompatible and did the whole “it's not you, it's me and my hangups” thing but I know the truth is she's disgusted by me now. It was like a switch flipped, it went from amazing chemistry to she can't even look at me.

I don't know how to move past this. I don't know how to accept that in the span of a few days I went from the best relationship I've ever been in to being dumped for things I can't change, things that I did before I even met her. I don't have anyone I can talk to about this. I don't know what to do or what to say to fix this but I also can't bring myself to accept that this is really it.