Question about hallucinations
So I was diagnosed by 2 doctors with schizoaffective, but recently I feel like I’ve recognized that maybe I have a little bit of anosognosia (not knowing anything is wrong)? Half of me sees logically and realizes that I very clearly have this disorder especially considering i was diagnosed by 2 doctors who have known me for a considerable portion of my life. The other half of me thinks that maybe nothing is wrong and what i experience is normal for everybody
Anyways, my question is: do you guys experience visual hallucinations every day? It could be small ones or big ones, but I was just curious because its making me a little worried and possibly triggering anosognosia because maybe since I go one day without a visual hallucination I must not have the disorder. Even then I’m pretty sure I do hallucinate visually at least once a day because I see stuff a lot.
I always get auditory stuff like the voice I hear although it’s really hard to accept that the voice is a hallucination because I feel I’m a little delusional in thinking because of how I feel about the voice in general.
I also get tactile ones daily, and at night especially my hallucinations go crazy (not necessarily while going to bed)
Either way, I’m curious as to how you all are with that, and if you’ve ever doubted yourself even despite clear evidence of you having the disorder?
Oh also I am medicated and on medication that has helped wonders, which could affect that even more.
Thank you so much for your responses and just reading this whole paragraph!