ugly guys and ugly girls

I’m very interested in pursuing relationships with men (f,25) but they all reject me. The only guys that show interest are painful to look at. They are literally x3 times my size.

I don’t know what to do. I hate it here.

Do I need to stop trying? Because I have been trying a lot, with looks, positive vibe, clothes and makeup. Should I just cut my hair and put on weight and become a politician or just live my life like men don’t exist so at least I’m not bothered by all this effort it takes to look pretty? And put it into something more interesting and rewarding?