Did your narc parents ever lie to you saying that if they could change the past they would?

My narc MOTHER did and when she said this I didn't believe her. She abused me when I was a kid to now , she also abused my pets (she was old enough to know not to do that shit and she should have not done it AT ALL). I literally told her that if I had a daughter I wouldn't have done things that you did to me.

I don't believe her when she says if she could change things she would because you know the damage that you did and I even called you out on it multiple times but you made yourself to be the victim