Need some pointers and help

Found this group through another forum. The guy highly praised it for helping him quit, and that's where I am now, I'm having a hard time quitting since in alone in it and it always feel better to have some people to talk to that are going through the same shit.

I'm about 2 weeks in in my tapering run, I have been drinking kratom for the last 10 months. Started at about 5g/day but when I decided to quit I was at 25, sometimes but not often at 30g a day. And I've been om that amount the last 5 months.

I'm right now doing about 10-12g/day, have anyone came from a similar kratom background as me? How long until you felt completely back to normal after coming down to zero?

I know this might seem like a small dose and some people might just think im a little complaining b*tch, and I've read some absurdly high doses in here already, but believe me, I still find it really really hard to quit.

I really wanna get this fucking poison out of my life. Enjoyed it at the start because it made me sleep well for the first time in ages. And gave me a lil' motivation boost doing stuff. But it's not fuckint worth it

Do you think I will "be back to normal" 15-20 days after the last dose?

Thanks 🙏