I can't do this anymore

The reactivity. The caos when we're visiting friends/have visitors. The random "I'm-gonna-play-by-tugging-your-jacket-growling-and-barking" on walks. The pulling.

He is almost two now. HOW DID I FAIL THIS MUCH?! We have been to classes, gone to private trainers, been positive, cried.

I just wanted this to be fun.

With all this I remember my grandmothers dogs. She didn't train them alot. She didn't study dog body language. But her dogs were fucking perfect.

I won't give up on my boy. But I really need this to get better.

Sorry if he is too old for this community.