Feeling judged for wanting a C-section! Any positive stories? :)

My mother in law keeps telling me how terrible c-sections are although she’s never had one and knows that I want one.

I have always wanted one because 1. I have a low pain threshold 2. I’ve heard positive stories of planned sections being calm and I like to stay calm. 3. I have health anxiety and think I’ll work myself up so much I’ll have a heart attack and die 😭🤣 4. When I’m in pain my BP rises so much because I panic so much and I have hypertension. 5. I want my private bits to stay in tact without incontinence, tearing etc 6. I’ve heard so many awful vaginal birth stories it’s terrified me.

I also just think why not? I know it’s also going to be painful but a different less intense pain. It’s planned, less stressful and calm.

So please share if anyone has positive c-section stories! When was you up and moving around? How was the scar? How was recovery? due early July.

thank you ☺️

(PLEASE DONT WASTE YOUR TIME COMMENTING TO TELL ME I SHOULD HAVE A VAGINAL BIRTH)