Start of a journey

Hey all! Today marks a significant day. Today is the day I’m quitting porn after being addicted for 11 years. I’m scared I won’t make it that long and I’m scared that I’ve developed it as a comfort seeking habit. But the good out weighs the bad as to why I should quit it. I hate that it’s made my brain into somewhat of a porn director. Like I can have sex with my wife but it’s always straying away I.e “I saw this position in a porno” “shrooms q did this” “Lena Paul did that” WHATEVER. I don’t want to be that anymore. I’m no porn director… I’m a husband. I can’t forfeit my time anymore to it. It’s ruined intimacy for me. It’s ruined my personal life and I how I perceive sex. I have to not give in to short lived dopamine highs anymore.

Anyways. Wish me luck and I appreciate your guys support as well.