Fight with my Aries boyfriend

So yesterday I had a very big fight with my boyfriend. I'm a Pisces ( F ) and usually I don't say anything in these fights but idk what happened yesterday and we both said a lot of things and hurt each other. My heart feels heavy because of the hurt I got and I really don't wanna talk to him even if he reaches out to me. We both are dating from the last 8 years this year would be 9th if I still have that relationship with him. I just wanted it to share with someone and get it off my chest. I love him so much but the pain he gave mt by saying things is much much more than my love for him.