[Update] Intense sexual-emotional energy AMPLIFIED in person

OH FUCK.

No, we didn't do that. I won't go that far. I am married and he is my soulmate.

But what the fuck is happening?!

We hung out for the first time, at a park, he took me to his favorite spot. We shared and spent a few hours there, growin closer in touch all the way and halfway into it, we were wrapped into each other, cheek to cheek, and the force was REAL.

I am not joking or being flowery with my words here, okay. It felt cosmic. Undeniablely euphoric, dizzing, felt like we were high on coke, exactly like it. We'd pull away, calm down and talk, and then it would happen again. Like we were magnitized. We understand one another in this unspoken way. Holy fuck, that feeling, so powerful. We didn't kiss or touch each other sexually, but he kissed me neck and ear...

I ate a bit ago and any food is makin my stomach feel sick. Ever since we got close in texting. We think about each other all the time, from good morning to goodnight texts. I think about him and I feel a soft euphoria coming on.

Not tryin to jump the gun, we'll take it as it comes, no boundry will be crossed, only meet in public.

Could... he be my twin flame? Fuck, I just want to understand. I have never felt this way before.