lover over friends?

tbh wa jud ko nag expect i'll have this kind of problem nga mamili nako in between my friends and my partner. but I guess mao najud ni ang time, i feel so empty right now kay me and my partner got into a huge fight and my friend told me nga pwede rajud nako siya I cut off kaysa mag suffer ko sa akong situation. mao lang jud ang sakit kay we've been friends since 2019, my friend knows everything about me and it's just sad to think nga need nako siya icut off because of this. also to think nga dako kaayo siyag support saakoa and my partner since the start of our relationship and until now nga ready niya i give up among friendship para lang di ma affected akong relationship.

it's very ironic nga I used to judge people nga mang cut off ug friends just to keep their partner. i guess I'm one of you guys now.