I'm conflicted

Part of me wants to go fully with the Greek gods. To believe in them and honor them and just be fully with that. I have such a pull most days for it. But I could never leave Anubis behind and I don't know how those things would even balance. Anubis was my first deity I ever prayed to. The first I ever made an Altar for. He is my safe place. He's so gentle with me and he means so much to me that I couldn't imagine ever walking away from him. So I know that I can't fully dive into the greek stuff. I have an Altar for Apollo and I'm gonna have one for Hermes soon but I think that is as far as I can go.