I like fat woman.

Is this weird ??? I exclusively like woman that are a dress size 20+ (uk). There not chubby or plump. They are fat and I love it. It’s the only body type I find attractive the curves, the plumpness, the softness when you hug them. I feel like such a pervert objectifying woman to their bodies and then I feel like a freak for liking big women 😭. Can I have some advice ?