An Open Letter to my Negative Thoughts (SP version)

To my negative thoughts,

Here you are again. I know in the past that you served your purpose of trying to keep me in a state of familiarity and maybe even safety, thanks for that. Now, I don’t need you anymore, and I’m not really sure why you’re coming up in my mind. I’m doing my best to keep you at bay, but still, somehow you persist. When I build myself up, somehow you come creeping in with all these thoughts of loss, lack, rejection, anger, resentment, and even thoughts of not being chosen.

Today that stops. Today, I make the shift.

Starting today whenever you pop up, I’ll say “I’m no fool, I know what you’re trying to do.” Just as there was a mansion of you in my mind, there are other mansions that are more important and that actually DO bring me closer and closer to my SP. Starting today, living in the end of me and my SP is my new norm, and the mental diet is my new attitude. Starting today, I will not listen to the whispers of The Old Man, for his wisdom is outdated and insignificant — not to mention that he’s hurt me over and over again by making me think and believe that I can never have my person, that my person will be happier in the arms of another, or that there’s nothing I can do about it. What BS. What TOTAL BS. He’s kept me as a slave to myself for a long time and I won’t allow that old man to enslave me any longer. I love myself too much and I will do everything in my power to continue loving myself without being a victim to everything that tells me that I can’t be, do, and have anything and anyone I want.

Yes. Today, be gone..and today I emerge, coming into my true self, my God self.

I choose. I decide. I create. I manifest. I am the only one. My SP is mine.

I am in Barbados.