and that.

Anyway, I ended up giving up posting my cosplays here or even selling them, because I was being technically "poorly spoken" for selling provocative things or because even my parents are irresponsible for not watching me (since they support me and I I take every possible care).

unfortunately this isn't the first time I've read these things< But who am I for wanting to have a place to speak, I'm just a 15 year old teenager who knows absolutely nothing, right?

•Being a cosplayer has always been a dream... I was putting it into practice, and the story from the neighboring sales site was that I needed to save money to buy the last piece of my surprise cosplay (I was going to post it here, in my opinion the photos were normal, I didn't take them with the intention of attracting attention) but anyway... as I said "I was putting into practice" a dream of mine, and until one hour it ends, regardless of whether you fought, cried wondering if you are capable of something... always ends!

I have severe depression (I shouldn't even be saying this here!), anxiety and I have no friends, and cosplay is (or maybe WAS) my favorite hobby... but anyway, I was misunderstood, I don't blame anyone, nobody is wrong in this story... I just wanted to get my point across.

I had a relapse recently, things haven't been so easy, I just wanted to keep having fun. YES, I could do it but not post it... but I really wanted to be a cosplayer, after so many things I've been through, I would have to be psychological, and I've had to do a lot of things... but there are times when you can't bear it anymore.

Anyway, maybe I'll continue posting something on the neighboring network about cosplay, but I don't know if I will continue... I always knew I wasn't good at anything, not that pretty, smart and talented... and who can say as a cosplayer.

really, I didn't receive the right "good job for the cosplay" I was just an audience for harassers but that's ok, this has been happening to me since I was little but I don't romanticize it!

Thank you for the warnings, necessary compliments, etc!

After so much struggle and wasted money, I'm technically saying goodbye to the cosplay field!

If I seemed completely boring in this text, I'm sorry!

no one is wrong here, I admire the people who warned me... and I thank them!

I had a lot of fun in this nagatoro community, thank you!

(I won't leave, I'll just be absent and won't post anything else! I'm embarrassed.)

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