Does everyone dread going to work?

Before I had a family of my own, I loved my job and was good at it. Then I got married and had kids and found myself dreading that same job. I eventually got fired bc of my attendance. I’ve been a SAHM for a few years now, but I babysit my friends daughter very part time to help us get by and she lets me bring both kids so it’s great. However, every day I constantly think about how much time I have left until I have to go back and how I’d rather stay home, I have too much stuff to do, etc. When I’m there I am absolutely fine and I love the family and it’s not “work” at all, but I can’t help the sense of not wanting to go up until I have to.

I plan on going back to school soon and reentering the work force. I actually miss having a steady job, contributing more to my family, and interacting with adults, but I can’t help but think im still going to constantly dread it when the time comes and I don’t want to feel like this for the rest of my working life.