Random

Not gunna lie but her getting pregnant so often and so easily really pisses me off and yes while I do admit that’s a “me problem,” I still can’t help it lol

For context I’ve always wanted a big family, I’m talking at least 4 kids. I have 2 and for the sake of my mental health I cannot have any more. I had terrible ppd with my second plus other life events that were very stressful. Both my husband and i decided not to have another one. It’s sad that I’m not living the life I always wanted, but my earth side kids need me more than my non existent kids ever will.. idk how to explain it.. I guess her being able to just have a big family triggers me (and yes I am working on that,) just sharing with my peeps that I know would kinda understand me a little better 😭