Therapy intake session made me realize how much I have to fix

It was an intake session, so he asked me a bunch of questions about my background and past, and it was very interesting. Hearing myself say so many (but not yet all) the deep-down buried dark things made it real I guess.

I talked about my obsessions, my insecurities, socializing issues, depression, anxiety, and we even delved into my binging and purging, and I realized I think of any sexual relation as deviant and disgusting.

I have a lot of work ahead, and I need to start by doing a blood work and see if there's something off there first.

But it feels good I guess to have all that out there and heard by someone else.