Confused from Health Issues

I have that feeling when you’re trying to catch up on reading in a class and you missed the first three chapters and start from the new assignment and just feel completely lost. That’s what I feel like in life right now.

Hello, I’m a 22-year-old male. I am very confused in life. I feel like I had an idea of the world before at least in my own way by having fun getting by in high school and smoking/partying because it was fun and I had a lot of friends. Then I hit my head and 11th grade of high school.

After that, I became very lost and disconnected with who I was. My head had definitely affected me, but I’m not sure if I played into it at all. Sure it was a mixture of both. I’m just so lost now and jerk off and look at my phone all the time , just because I can’t deal with reality.

I’ve been to two therapeutic programs, which was quite a lot of therapy and self looking. One was three months and the other was a year. Not sure if I should just continue therapy or what but kind of done with therapy and anti-depressants/anxiety meds don’t help me. The problem I have is just feeling like I’m lost and don’t know who I am.

We’ve all question our sexuality, but that’s one part of it. Got lost in that. Also, overthink a lot and just get confused. I’m just trying to find out who I am. I’m trying to combine my old self with my new self but that just doesn’t work. They’re complete polar opposites. My old self was so funny and had a lot of friends and smoked a lot and my new self is confused a bit withdrawn even though I love hanging out with people And don’t really turn to partying anymore