This shit is such a curse.

I swear I feel like if I had at least normal IQ by now I literally could've been in a luxury university doing programming and even programming some games, but because of my limited IQ, it takes much more longer to grasp certain concepts, and by the time I'll probably reach the goal, it probably won't feel fun anymore due to how painful this really is!

I wish I can just go through these stuff with breeze.