I finally left him

My ex boyfriend (22) and I (21) finally broke up. It’s been a year since I found out about his porn addiction and he hasn’t changed a single fucking thing about himself. I’ve been crying and begging for so long for him to be open, honest, and ultimately just be nicer to me. I finally got tired of waiting and I left him. He’s been trying to reach out to me but I blocked him. It feels so good to know that im free and that after 5 years, I can now meet someone else who’ll treat me good. This community on reddit has helped me so much. It’s made me feel sane when he was telling me I was insane for being depressed all the time. I go on my first date soon and life just feels so much brighter knowing im going to heal. The thought of being with someone else definitely scares me, especially having trauma with porn and knowing every man watches it, but I’m ready to do this. Life is gonna be good