Here we go again

yesterday i smoked the last joint i had today is day 1. a year ago i quit smoking weed for a period of 6 months. you are probably wondering how i relapsed and completely destroyed 6 months of hard work on myself that i had accomplished? well it all started with a bad night of sleep and the next day a hard day of work. followed by a new music album by a singer that i used to listen to while high on weed. i thought it was an opportunity to smoke a little since i work hard and i was able to quit for 6 months. well here i am 1 year later almost on the same date as when i was able to quit. i tell myself that i will be okay to quit but i don't know if i can trust myself in 6 months. i made a promise to myself to quit but i lied to myself. i lost confidence in my future self. Good luck everyone i wish i will come back here again in the futur but this time to help other .. Sorry for poor English