Panicking 🥲

Hi guys!! I guess I’m just venting.. My surgery is in 6 days and I’m really panicking now. I spend all day just researching and I know there’s no point- I’ve seen all the cases I can see and at this point either I’m gonna do it or not do it. I don’t even know why I’m posting this for, I’m just so full of fear. I’m scared that I won’t like the way I look, I’m scared that people will think I’m crazy for doing this, I’m worried that the healing process will be too much for me. If there is anyone who has gone through this level of stress over it, please let me know how you dealt with it and what the outcome was. Thanks!!