Life is annoying sometimes I wish I can temporarily die

Like I don't think I wanna die fr but I just want to be in peace . With nothing to think about nothing to worry no societal bullshit, no loneliness nothing!

Like sometimes I wish I was a big or something not only would I not have to worry about stupid shit but I don't even think my mind would have the capacity to do so

People are werid and all of them think I'm werid which is fair ig but I'm tired dealing with that and people just telling me to " talk more " as if I haven't tried that before