Desire to disappear

I want to disappear from this world, from memories of everybody I've come across. I want everything about me to disappear, my name, my data, or even my fingerprints on sand. If there was my funeral I can see that, instead of crying for me, people would be comforting my people without talking or even knowing anything about me

I'm not suicidal no. I just don't see a point to live any longer. Even if I could disappear entirely tomorrow I would not regret anything

Update: yesterday somebody reached out to redditcareresources because of this post of mine. I'm really sorry for making you concerned. Yesterday I spent half of my day at a temple praying & meditating and I feel better now. Thank you so much for caring about me. It's comforting and sad at the same time that a lot of people feel this way about life. I hope you guys somewhat find peace even just a little bit